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Title: So Much More 3/?
Author: Meredeth
Homepage: mericat92.com
Version: US
Pairing: Brian & Justin
Rating: R/NC-17
Category: AU
Summary: Justin Taylor inherited his parents’ fortune when they were killed in a car accident and lives the life that most people dream about with the exception of one major flaw. His partner is dying of AIDS. One night in a desperate attempt to get away from the sickness surrounding him, he inadvertently picks up a hustler. He never expected to form a bond with someone who is so completely different from him. Then again, he never met anyone like Brian before.
Warnings: OMC death
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I am not lucky enough to have any claim on our boys. I just like to read and write about them.
Feedback: Yes! Good or bad is always welcome. mericat92@comcast.net


Chapter 3




Justin took a deep breath before knocking on the door softly and waiting for a response. When he didn’t get one, he turned the knob and walked in. Brian was no where to be found, but Justin saw the light coming from the bathroom and knew that he must be inside. As he approached the door, he noticed it was open slightly and peeked in to find Brian lounging in the Jacuzzi with his head back and his eyes closed. He looked beautiful lying there; his hair damp and his body glistening with drops of water. Justin also noticed a few faint bruises fading on his skin and shivered at the thought of how he got them. Brian couldn’t have been much older than Justin was. How did someone so young and beautiful end up on the street turning tricks?

Brian sensed someone watching him and opened his eyes to see Justin standing in the doorway. “Sorry, I guess I dozed off. I didn’t hear you come in. Are you ready?” He didn’t wait for a reply. He just stood up and reached for a towel, unashamed of his nakedness.

Justin had every intention of sending Brian on his way, but as the other man stood up, revealing his manhood as well as every other inch of his body, he knew there was no way he’d be able to follow through with his plan. It had been too damn long since he’d had any sort of release and the vision before him was just too damn good. Instead he walked back into the bedroom and reached into the nightstand, pulling out the condoms and lube that were there from the days when he and Kevin couldn’t keep their hands off each other. He was suddenly nervous and turned back to the doorway to find Brian standing there in all his glory. He apparently dried off quickly but didn’t bother using the robe that was hanging there for any guests that might spend the night. The light shinning behind him created a soft glow that wrapped around his body making him look more like a dream than the hustler that he was. Justin reached up with shaking hands and tried unsuccessfully to unbutton his shirt.

“Here, let me do that,” Brian offered, his voice low and seductive.

Justin let his arms drop to his sides and Brian approached him and began working on his buttons. He held his breath, with feelings of both anxiety and lust racing through him. He had only ever been with one other person before Kevin and that had been a classmate that he had experimented with. He’d never given himself over to a stranger before, but the anticipation was overwhelming and even though he was a little scared, he planned on enjoying every minute of the night.

Brian finally undid the last button and pealed the shirt off of Justin’s body, taking in the smooth silkiness of his chest and abs. His clothing managed to hide the perfect body and Brian felt himself tremble with desire at what secret lay beneath the rest of Justin’s clothing. Brian usually never reacted to the men he pleased. It was just a job he did, nothing he was doing for pleasure. In fact, he couldn’t remember a time when he experienced any pleasure when it came to sex. He usually didn’t even get off with his tricks unless it was something that was requested. It was easy to hold back when the men he was with were usually middle aged or older, and paying him for his time. Justin was different. He felt it as soon as they got to the house and he learned about his sick partner. Justin wasn’t some freak who took pleasure in paying for something than he could easily get in any backroom. He was a loving partner who was needed to experience something other than pain, heartache, and illness. He didn’t even know Brian was a hustler when they first saw each other. No, he was definitely different from Brian’s other clients and for some reason that made Brian want to give him as much pleasure as he could. The fact that the boy was beautiful made it that much better and Brian decided to take advantage of his good fortune and allow himself a little pleasure as well.

Justin felt himself being stripped of his clothing and closed his eyes, willing his mind to stop thinking about what he was about to do. He didn’t want to think about Brian being a professional; he didn’t want to think about how he was paying for what was happening, and he sure as hell didn’t want to think about Kevin as he lay dying in another part of the house. All he wanted to do was enjoy the feelings that Brian was stirring within him. He heard Brian order him on to the bed and was surprised to realize that Brian had somehow undressed him completely without him knowing it. He silently followed orders and climbed up on the bed, lying down in the center and looking over at Brian.

“Is there anything in particular that you want,” Brian asked as he climbed up on the bed and knelt beside Justin.

“Umm…no…not really,” Justin stammered nervously.

“Then I’ll just do what comes naturally,” Brian smiled at Justin’s reply. “Relax, I promise I won’t hurt you.”

Justin nodded his head and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath to calm his nervous. Before he could open them again, he felt Brian’s mouth on his chest and sighed at the tingling sensation that ran through him. He heard a faint chuckle but didn’t respond as the warm mouth began kissing him everywhere, lapping at his nipples and nibbling at his skin. It felt so good that he couldn’t hold back the groan that escaped his lips. Apparently the sound only encouraged Brian because Justin felt his mouth working its way down his chest, over his stomach, and right to his groin. The second he felt a hand on his cock, Justin arched his back and shot his load, crying out at the sheer force of his orgasm.

“I guess it has been a long time, huh?” Brian chuckled.

“I’m sorry…I didn’t…I mean…I couldn’t…”

“Hey, it’s okay,” Brian said, sorry that he laughed and made Justin feel insecure. “It’s no big deal. You’re paying me to please you. It looks like its working. You’ve got me all night remember? Just relax.”

Justin felt so foolish at that moment. All Brian did was touch him and he came like a 13 year old kid with a copy of playboy, or playgirl in his case. “Maybe this isn’t such a good idea.”

“Look Justin, it’s your call. Obviously you need this or you wouldn’t have reacted from just a touch. I’ve got nothing else to do tonight and if you want me to, I can make you feel better than you ever imagined.”

“I don’t doubt that,” Justin replied with a small smile. “I’d like you to stay.”

Brian returned the smile and then got back to work, giving Justin every thing he had and bringing him to orgasm after orgasm through the course of the night. By the time the sun started to arise, Brian was exhausted but completely satisfied. Once Justin had gotten past the first orgasm, things seemed to slow down between them and Brian actually found himself enjoying their night together. It was almost as if he was more than just a hustler and he was pleasantly surprised by that. Justin had been an excellent lover and actually cared about Brian’s pleasure, too, not just his own. It was nice and now that Justin was asleep, Brian was able to lie back and remember the night with a smile. He was glad that Justin was paying him enough to take the rest of the week off. It was going to be hard going back to his normal tricks after the night they shared. He finally drifted off to sleep; wishing just like he always did that his life was anything but what it was.

Justin awoke a little disoriented at first, but the slight burning in his ass quickly reminded him of what had happened the night before. He smiled when he felt Brian’s arms around him, making him feel safe and protected, even if he knew it wasn’t real. It had been awhile since Kevin was well enough to sleep in their bed and Justin hated waking up alone. The feelings he was experiencing at that moment alone made Brian worth the five dollars he was going to be receiving. Justin lay there for a few more minutes before slipping quietly from the bed. He walked into the bathroom and put on the robe that was there, then picked up his clothes and quietly crept from the room. He wanted Brian to sleep as much as possible. They’d been up most of the night and if it wasn’t for Justin’s insomnia, he’d probably still be asleep himself. Once he got back to his own room, he took off the robe and got into the shower. He stood under the shower head and let the water wash away some of the fatigue he’d been feeling recently. There were days when he wished that his life had turned out differently. When he wished he’d done as his father wanted him to do and gone to college. At twenty years old, he was too young to spend his days taking care of an invalid. But those thoughts always made him feel like such a bastard. Kevin was the one who was suffering. Justin was only standing by watching helplessly. After he finished with his shower, Justin went right to Kevin’s room and was happy to see him awake.

“Hey babe, how’re you feeling this morning?” Justin said as he walked over to his bedside.

“A little better than yesterday,” Kevin replied softly. “Jus, I think it’s time to do what we talked about. It’s only going to get worse.”

“Kev, I told you before, I’m not going to stick you in some nursing home so I can go out and fuck around. You’re going to stay here for as long as possible,” Justin snapped before his guilt washed over him. “Sorry, but I’m just tired of having this argument with you.”

“I’m not trying to start a fight with you, and I don’t want you to fuck around. I want you to find someone to love, who loves you, so you can be happy,” Kevin said.

“I already found someone to love.”

“I meant someone who isn’t sick. I know you love me Justin, and I love you too. But I’m dying and I want to know that you won’t be alone once I’m gone.”

“I won’t be alone. I’ve got Janet, Robert, and William, remember?” Justin asked, avoiding Kevin’s stare.

“I’m not talking about the hired help. I’m talking about having a partner to share your life with. Someone who can hold you at night and make you feel as special as you are.”

Justin thought about Brian, about how he felt waking up in his arms feeling safe and protected, and longed for that feeling again. “What if I told you that I might have met someone?”

“Might have?” Kevin asked skeptically. “And where did you happen to meet this someone?”

“Uh…the last time I was in the city?”

“Are you asking me or telling me?”

“I’m telling you. I met him the last time I was in the city. I didn’t mention him before because I was worried about how you’d react,” Justin said, hoping that Kevin wouldn’t see through his story.

“How I’d react? Justin, that’s great. I’m happy for you. That’s all the more reason for me to go to Silver Valley. You don’t need me here taking up space.”

“Kevin, please stop pushing. You’re not going anywhere and that’s final,” Justin stated, leaving no room for argument.

“Alright, fine, I won’t mention it again. Now tell me, what’s this guy’s name?”

“His name?”

“Yeah, he does have one, doesn’t he?” Kevin teased.

“Of course he does,” Justin laughed nervously. He couldn’t believe what he was about to do. “His name is Brian.”

“So what’s he like?”

“He’s tall, with brown hair and gorgeous hazel eyes,” Justin replied, smiling at the vision his words created.

“Okay, now I know what he looks like. What’s he actually like? Is he good to you?”

“I haven’t known him that long, but yes he’s good to me. I’m not really comfortable discussing this with you.”

“Oh come on, Justin. Don’t be so shy. I can’t wait to meet him.”

“Meet…him? Why…would you want to…meet him?” Justin stammered.

“Why wouldn’t I want to meet him? Have you had him here at the house yet? Why don’t you invite him to dinner tonight? I probably won’t be able to make it down to the dining room, but you could bring him up here for a drink afterwards. You have told him about me, haven’t you?”

“Of course,” Justin assured him. “I just don’t know if this is such a good idea.”

“Nonsense, I’m looking forward to it. I’ll make sure to have Stacy give me my bath early and I’ll dress in the silk pajamas that you got me for Christmas. It’ll be perfect.”

Justin saw the slight glimmer of anticipation in Kevin’s eyes and realized how long it had been since the man was excited about anything. He didn’t have the heart to tell him that Brian was actually a hustler that he’d picked up the night before. He’d have to find another way to get out of the mess he was in. “I’ll ask him, but he might be busy tonight.”

“Oh, what does he do?”

“He’s…uh…in public relations,” Justin replied quickly, feeling himself sinking deeper and deeper into the whole that he dug himself. “I’d better go call him now and see if I can catch him before he goes to work.”

Justin hurried out of the room before his big mouth got him into anymore trouble. He quickly made his way back to the room Brian was in and entered quietly incase the man was still sleeping. He saw the bed was empty and heard the faint sound of the shower running so he knew that Brian had been up for at least a little while. He sat down on the bed while he waited for Brian to finish and wracked his brain trying to come up with an excuse for why his boyfriend couldn’t make it for dinner. He was so lost in thought that he never heard the shower turn off or the bathroom door open. The first thing he did notice was Brian standing in front of him in all his glory…again.

“Don’t you believe in clothes?” he snapped unnecessarily.

“Justin, I’m a hustler. Nudity doesn’t faze me in the least,” Brian teased. “What’s wrong? You seem pretty tense. Maybe I can help you with that.”

Justin felt Brian’s hand as it caressed his cock through the fabric of his cargo pants when an idea hit him. “Yes, you can!” He exclaimed as he jumped up from his spot on the bed.

“Yeah, I can, but not if you’re all the way over there.”

“No…I don’t mean like that,” Justin laughed. “Are you busy tonight? I mean, are you working?”

“No, actually I planned on taking a couple of nights off thanks to you.”

“Well, how would you like to spend another night with me? I’ll pay you another five hundred,” Justin replied excitedly.

“What? You didn’t get enough last night? I offered you another round this morning, free of charge, remember?”

“No, that’s not it. I kind of got myself into a situation and I need you to help me out.” Justin sat down on the bed, pulling Brian with him, and explained exactly what happened while he was with Kevin.

“You told him that I was your boyfriend?”

“Not exactly. I told him I met somebody the last time I was in the city, which isn’t exactly a lie. I was in the city last night and I met you. I didn’t think he’d insist on meeting you. I was just trying to get him to stop badgering me. All you have to do is come over for dinner tonight. You’ll get a home cooked meal and then meet Kevin. Just pretend that you’re interested in me for a couple of hours and you’ve earn another five hundred dollars. What do you say?”

Brian wanted to tell Justin how crazy the idea was, but he saw the desperation in his eyes and didn’t have the heart to let him down. For some reason this kid managed to get to him like no one else ever had. “Are you sure this is a good idea?”

“Brian, you didn’t see the look in his eyes. He was so happy for me. I can’t tell him that I lied. It would hurt him so much. This is the first good day he’s had in weeks. I want to make it special for him.”

“And you think that introducing your boyfriend to your partner is going to make it special?” Brian asked.

“I know it sounds crazy, but it’s what he wants. Please?” Justin pleaded.

“Alright, if you think it’ll work I guess I can help you out. I just hope I don’t say anything stupid. We don’t even know each other,” Brian pointed out.

“That’s okay. I told him I haven’t known you that long and we’ll talk over dinner. That should help a little. Now why don’t you get dressed and I’ll drive you home. I’ll pick you up tonight around five. I don’t want to eat too late incase Kevin is tired.”

“Justin, I do have a car you know,” Brian said with a laugh.

“Oh I’m sorry I wasn’t thinking. Okay, then you’ll be here about five thirty?” When he saw Brian nod in agreement he smiled. “I’ll pay you now for both last night and tonight. This way I won’t forget.”

When Brian saw Justin counting out a thousand dollars from his wallet, he was shocked. “You carry a thousand dollars around in your wallet?”

“Yeah, so? You never know when you might need some cash,” Justin replied casually.

“Of course,” Brian huffed. He’d be in big trouble if he ever needed that kind of cash all at once. “How do you know I won’t just take your money and run?”

“I don’t, but you seem like someone I can trust. I’ll take my chances. Let me go get my keys and when you’re ready I’ll meet you downstairs.”

“Uh…do you think you could just meet me back here? Either that or draw me a map. Otherwise I might get lost in this place.”

Justin laughed out loud at the seriousness in Brian’s tone. “Alright, I’ll be back in fifteen minutes.”


End of part 3
12/03/05